Jesus loves me, this I know. This category is about Jesus, the Living Word, my prayers to Him, my worship of Him, His relentless pursuit of my heart and His invitation to me to come to Him in Sabbath, my Savior, my Rest.
I didn’t know,{more than 20} years ago, when a Mike Murdock song, “Bring Me the Broken,” became sort of a life’s prayer, an anthem of my heart’s desire…I didn’t know then just how much brokenness was in me and how much breaking was left to be done to get my things set right. I wish I could say it is over, but I know it isn’t. But this is a song I still pray
Somewhere close by a heart is breaking in two
No one hears their cry or knows exactly what to do…
Lord, I’ll pour the oil
To take away their doubt and fear
Bring me the broken
Make me healing oil
Bring me the broken
Lord, I know that what’s You made me for
Let me lift up the fallen
Wipe their tear stains away
Bring me the broken
I want to start their miracle today.
How could I have known He would hear and answer that prayer? And that it would sometimes hurt so much? And that I would really, truly have to share in His sufferings? And that dying daily would be the path it was on? And so worth it…
The neighbor’s Maple a little over 2 weeks ago, bright orange at first, red the following week
The neighbor’s Maple tree getting redder and redder as the first leaves were drifting down slowly (my flowering pear getting yellower and yellower), last week
This morning – windy and a tiny bit rainy and the leaves blowing off by the basketfuls! *sigh
Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory. Romans 8.17 NIV
“Gardening imparts an organic perspective on the passage of time.”
– William Cowper , yes, the writer of one of my all-time favorite hymns, “There is a Fountain Filled with Blood” He and I are soulmates, I am certain of it now (though he has been with Jesus, lo these 210 years or so)…
This morning I am watching the burning bushes turn to blazing red minute by minute. Overnight the neighbor’s Maple tree went orange, a bright, baby pumpkin -ish orange. Gold leaves adorn the lower branches of the Aspens like a 14k necklace. A steady rain all-day one day last weeks signaled the turn. The sun has shone in joyous celebration since, spotlighting the color’s arrival. Bright yellow spagetti squash, dotting the yard and garden from the various locations echo back with sunny resound.
NOTE TO THE ZUCCHINI: Enough already. Time to stop. I have run out of room. And recipes.
True AND a great tip:
“Fall is not the end of the gardening year; it is the start of next year’s growing season. The mulch you lay down will protect your perennial plants during the winter and feed the soil as it decays, while the cleaned up flower bed will give you a huge head start on either planting seeds or setting out small plants.” – Thalassa Cruso
Today for breakfast
Really good, reeeeallly good bacon and sliced red red red tomatoes from the garden, sweet and juicy, tangy and true to God’s original intent. O yes.
You plant a “dead” seed; soon there is a flourishing plant. There is no visual likeness between seed and plant. You could never guess what a tomato would look like by looking at a tomato seed. What we plant in the soil and what grows out of it don’t look anything alike. The dead body that we bury in the ground and the resurrection body that comes from it will be dramatically different. 1 Cor. 15 The Message
Drmatically and wonderfully different! Viva la garden tomato!
After-school snack last week with the grand~bebes (the first five): graham crackers and buttercream
Gavin, Hunter, Gemma, Averi and Guini
Graham Cracker Decorating 101, everybody gets an “A” for the day!
I have always wanted blue contact lenses – really blue…knock-your-socks-off blue. Well not always just blue. For a long time I wanted one blue and one slightly turquoise so that when people looked at me, they would not know what they were seeing, they’d just know something was different, that I had a “unique quality.” My eye doctor (also in a Sunday morning Bible class I was leading) said, “You want THAT to be what people think is unique about you?”
Yes. I was {am??} that shallow.
The weak-eyed one.
Once my mom started using color film exclusively in the early 60s and beyond, I was always the one with red eyes. Then as a young teen, every. single. picture. caught me with my eyes closed. I think it was backlash about hearing my poor mom bemoan the red eyes, or “weak eyes” as they were sometimes explained. I was just trying to spare 2 red dots from ruining otherwise good pictures. She did not like those either. Nevertheless, almost every photo between 1972 and 1978 were with my eyes wide shut!
I felt a great connection to and affinity for Leah, the weak-eyed one in the Bible.*
Enter Ellie.
Months ago Ellie mentioned wanting to take my picture. I resisted with every imaginable excuse (the hair fiasco, the knee – you name it), but alas, finally, I ran out. Do you know what she said to me a couple of weeks ago? She said, “So many people love you and think you are beautiful. I just want to capture what they see.” Really?, I thought. How can you resist that?
And what did she capture, what did she bring me exactly, but my very own deep-heart’s desire? Blue, blue eyes, opened appropriately. So pretty. And though I bear in my body “the [brand] marks of the Lord Jesus [the wounds, scars and other outward evidence of persecutions–these testify to His ownership of me!] (Galatians 6.17 Amplified), though heartbreak has caused lines on my face and etched creases caused by grimace near the corners of my eyes for the things that have sent a deep reverberating ache throughout, though I carry the weight of things left unresolved for far too long and walk with the limp that wrestling with the Angel of the Lord and my very faith causes, and even though I have abused myself in overwork, performance orientation and unyielded anxieties and caused actual deterioration of my health and well-being as the Lord Himself relentlessly pursues and loves me and calls me His own, He still sees the me He created me to be, the one He knitted in the secret place. He sees past the war-wounds and the scar-tissue I could have avoided, and sees? me.
El Roi – You are the God who sees…
*“Then [Jacob] gave them these instructions: ‘I am about to be gathered to my people. Bury me with my fathers in the cave in the field of Ephron the Hittite, the cave in the field of Machpelah, near Mamre in Canaan, which Abraham bought as a burial place from Ephron the Hittite, along with the field. There Abraham and his wife Sarah were buried, there Isaac and his wife Rebekah were buried, and there I buried Leah.’ … When Jacob had finished giving instructions to his sons, he drew his feet up into the bed, breathed his last and was gathered to his people. Gen. 49.28-33 NIV*
Somehow, in the end, Leah won her heart’s desire and was redeemed from the curse. Jacob asks to be buried there, where he buried his wife, Leah.
www.lilacphotography.com Ellie is amazing. She sees things, too. She sees them very beautifully. Thank-you, Ellie.
“How we remember is as important as what we remember.” -Brent Curtis and John Eldredge in The Sacred Romance
“We view the present through the pasts glasses,” -P. Arnold
Viewing the past through the chosen treasure of my heart rather than making a list, checking it twice just so I can remember who was naughty or nice…
I don’t have room in my head for everything. For most of my life I had a “continuing -calendar” in my head. You could name a date in my history and I could scroll backwards and tell you, because I could actually “see it” in my mind, what day on which that date occurred, as well as related events and things that stood out from the time surrounding it. I remembered every telephone number I’d ever had, addresses including zip codes (and if you know my moving history, you know this was quite a feat) and remembered birthdays and anniversaries for every relative we had, even “in-laws.”
Then I crashed. I had a system blow-out. The hard-drive in my brain fried. My RAM was so full it exploded. 2006. I became an unwilling recipient of a brain-erase, kinda like “The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,” but also sort of an emotional lobotomy. It wasn’t pretty. I didn’t want it.
I couldn’t keep it all, so I had to choose.
I started a trek to retrieve my lost memories: the good ones, the treasures, the fine times, the blessings. Because keeping a record of absolutely-everything had caused me to melt-down, lose my way, hurt people and feel sick – literally sick. I have to remember to remember blessing sometimes. I have to be reminded to recall the good things, the rich, the treasure.
The ways I wantchoose to remember:
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I HAVE TO REMEMBER With my eyes fixed on Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of my faith. He endured and I can endure, too {all things}, for the joy set before me. For all the ways I have failed and sabotaged His call on my life, He has a plan to bring me out and set me right. He is my Story-Writer, my Author. He knows the whole plot-line of my life and it isn’t finished until He says so. He will finish my story – I can’t wait to turn the page!
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I CHOOSE TO REMEMBER For the joy set before me. There is life ahead (as there has been so much to be thankful for already!), there is laughter to be shared. If I look back in sorrow I will miss the present. The present is a gift. So, I look back long enough to catch glimpses of the people who still matter and see that we have so much more ahead for us. I joy in the God of my salvation and thank Him for all He has done and I go forward in that strength.
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I HAVE TO REMEMBER LIKE A GROWN-UP… because when I was a child, I thought and acted like a child…but now that I have put away childish things, I can see and understand the past more clearly, with the wisdom of years, with understanding and a heck of a lot more grace. I can see that my reactions to some things of the past had some immaturity and needed to be readjusted in my heart. I can, as a grown-up, let some people off the hook, now. It frees both them and me.
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I WILL REMEMBER Redemptively – as part of the good work God started in us, which He is being faithful to complete. There is a whole love story being played out. I love seeing how God is able to use the sometimes-shattered fragments of my broken life to create a whole, cool thing. Redemption is awesome.
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I WANT TO REMEMBER Aware of the accuser’s distortions of truth, careful to hear the Voice ( “My sheep know my voice”). Some memories are torment. I am asking the Lord to give me clear vision to see when the Accuser has used the past to cripple my present. And to show me what He was seeing when all seemed lost…
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I AM COMMITTED TO REMEMBER so that the LORD might be glorified {the prayer God always answers}! He is all, everything and I want my life and my memories to bring Him glory. May He be glorified in my story…
NOTE TO SELF: Choose to remember the faithfulness of God, the love, the people I can’t live without, the blessings, the miracles, and see even the pain and disappointments with gratefulness for their part in my redemptive story. And remember, too, that He is the Author and the Finisher of my faith-story. We’re just somewhere in the middle. The ending is going to be fabulous! (Make this a repetitive reminder on my life’s calendar from now until….let’s see…I get to heaven!)
~oooooo~
“…It’s the laughter we will remember, whenever we remember, the way we were…”
Still blogging after all these years. { Thought Collage, est. 2006/11 }
What I hope the blog {as autobiographical as it may be} is accomplishing:
From Frederick Buechner’s words in Now and Then (via John Eldredge’s Walking with God)
“There is something more than a little disconcerting about writing your autobiography. When people have occasionally asked me what I am working on, I have found it impossible to tell them without an inward blush. As if anybody cares or should care…
But I do it anyway. I do it because it seems to me that no matter who you are, and no matter how eloquent or otherwise, if you tell your own story with sufficient candor and concreteness, it will be an interesting story and in some sense a universal story…
If God speaks to us at all other than through such official channels as the Bible and the Church, then I think that he speaks to us largely through what happens to us, so what I have done in theis book…is to listen back over what has happened to me – as I hope my readers may be moved to listen back over what has happened to them – for the sound, above all else, of His voice…[For] His word to us is both recoverable and precious beyond the telling.”
This is the record of the sound of His {unwavering, thoroughly faithful} voice in my life.
I am leaving it here for Tara, Dave and Hunter Magoo, for Steph, Tristan and the Kelley kids (Gavin, Guinivere and Gemma May), for Tredessa, for Rocky, Jovan and the girls (Averi and Amelie Belle), and for Stormie and the blessed add-ons ;p and to all the rest to come and for all those ever-after who come from them.
We proclaim to you what we ourselves have actually seen and heard so that you may have fellowship with us. And our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son, Jesus Christ. We are writing these things so that you may fully share our joy.
1 John 1.3-4 NLT
NOTE TO: Stephanie, Stefane and Kimberlee, Tredessa and Stormie, Ellie, Mary and Sarah, Heather and Denise: L O V I N G the chance to hear your hearts and walk this season-of-the-soul with you!
Even though I know, in my brain at least, I can’t earn God’s favor or the salvation He freely gives me, I constantly fall back in to trying to compensate Him for it: to pay Him back. I try to do more and work harder to show Him my sincerity. I try to pay my own way.
In the little book I wrote in anticipation of Sawyer’s birth a few weeks ago, this little rhyme-variation came to me as I pondered what Sawyer should always know about the Father’s love in her life:
He loves me,
He loves me lots!
He loves me,
He loves me lots!
Those are the only choices, actually, yet I struggle to comprehend them for myself.
My conclusion, of course, is that not only am I unable to earn God’s love and favor (and believe me, I have tried), but I have nothing to pay Him with either. Remember when Micah asked how he could come before Him, what he could bring?
Shall I give my firstborn for my transgression,
The fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? (6.7b NKJV)
I default to making payment too quickly. And now I am actually doing it in my dreams. Recently, I awake exhausted from working so hard, running so far, climbing steep ladder or hills and working, working, working – hoping God is noticing. In my dreams! This is no bueno.
Today I am praying for God to help me understand mercy: NOT getting what I deserve, that is mercy. I am praying to be delivered from being receiver-challenged (unable to receive His love and forgiveness, His grace and His sacrifice on my behalf). I am praying to understand, at least a little, how He gives so freely without it being about what I can do for Him or give to Him. These are big prayers. Such a long way to go…
My daughters are industrious, creative, gifted and talented Proverbs 31 women. They all see to their households, as well as to the Household of Faith. They give to the poor and assist anyone in need; they shop for the best yarns and cottons and enjoy knitting and sewing. They organize their days and plant gardens with the money they have put aside. They dress for work, roll up their sleeves and are always eager to get started because they understand the worth of their work. They take good care of their families and dress in colorful linens and silks. They design gowns and sell them and bring the sweaters they knit to the dress shops. Facing the future with smiles, they always have something worthwhile and kind to say. They outclass anyone in Hollywood or the magazines. Charm can mislead and beauty soon fades, but my little women – these who are serving God with reverent respect? They are to be admired and praised! (The Message, personalized)
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Stormie and Stephanie are MayDae &have an Etsy shop.
My girlies, Stephie and Storms, are such creative women. Each on their own, but when they get together, zowie! Stormie works in the billboard-graphics field during her “day job,” and Stephanie mommies 3 of the most amazing little red-heads! They have proven to have a “good eye” on finding vintage wares that people will love. I love them bunches!
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Tredessa serves as the Director of Operations for a little ministry called Heaven Fest www.heavenfest.com
The night Dessy let us make her into an 80’s glam girl. Aaahhh….good times!
Tre directs a leadership team of 100 people, who utilized 2000 amazing volunteers this year! Daniel Miles said, at the appreciation event at Elitch Gardens that Tredessa was the “captain,” of Heaven Fest and people cried as he said (and others chimed in, in agreemen)t, “We’ll follow you anywhere.” She needed to know that – because it is true.
This is granddaughter, Amelie Belle, modeling one of her mama’s creations. Sweet baby girl!
Jovan makes the prettiest things for baby girls (her passion, imagine that) and for gifting. Jovan is my sugar-and-spice-and-everything-nice daughter who is woman enough to not be afraid of pink. And a good wife to my baby boy!
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Tara leads an international ministry with her husband and very dedicatedly teaches their son at home!
Yes. That IS Hunter’s KINDEGARTEN textbook. I shudder to think what he’ll be doing by junior high?!
I wonder if Hunter can yet comprehend what an amazing and patient momma he has? She is fully devoted to helping Hunter fulfill God’s call in his life in his generation. Plus? The woman writes songs and sings and lights up a room! My firstborn, who walks in favor.
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Quotes I love from Little Women, the movie (1994)
Marmee: I am going to write that man a letter.
Jo: A letter! That’ll show him.
Jo:Now we are all family, as we always should have been.
Marmee: Feminine weaknesses and fainting spells are the direct result of our confining young girls to the house, bent over their needlework in restrictive corsets.
Marmee:Oh, Jo. Jo, you have so many extraordinary gifts; how can you expect to lead an ordinary life? You’re ready to go out and – and find a good use for your talent. Tho’ I don’t know what I shall do without my Jo. Go, and embrace your liberty. And see what wonderful things come of it.
And from the book by Louisa May Alcott:
“Money is a needful and precious thing,–and, when well used, a noble thing,–but I never want you to think it is the first or only prize to strive for. I’d rather see you poor men’s wives, if you were happy, beloved, contented, than queens on thrones, without self-respect and peace.”
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May the LORD bless you and make His face to shine upon you. May your lives, Tara and Stephanie, Tredessa and Stormie, and Jovan, be festooned with the praises you have earned for all you are and all you do. And may the favor of God surround you and your marriages and babies and businesses and ministries like a shield. I admire you all! Much love and a zillion kisses…mom
Heather Cramer is one of my great friends and a Heaven Fest photographer! She is a creative woman of God and I happen to own an original watercolor Heather created just for me a few years ago. So, I am very fond of her!
Love her work, her heart and her take on life. And on HF 3.0!
Enjoy Heather’s photography and unique view of Heaven Fest 2010 AND more stories from Heaven Fest!
We attended HeavenFest 2009 as a family (to scope it out) and returned [this year] with our youth group. We had bought 10 tickets and at the last minute a youth pulled out due to a death in the family…we were adamant that God had a plan for that last ticket and prayed about it. When we went to the little grocery in town on Friday night, to pack the cooler with food for the trip, we ran across a young man whose parents divorced and divides his time between here and Pueblo (he was on a visit with his mom) anyhow my husband and I just looked at each other…and chased down his moms car in the parking lot. He got to go and with the other 7 kids had a blast (so did we) and during the Sacred Assembly God just touched him and he broke down – the Holy Spirit was dealing with all of us – He accepted Christ in the hotel room later that night. What a BLESSING you are and again we are just amazed at the way the Lord works – He knew who that ticket needed to go to. Thank you for your hard work and ministry it truly was a Great day!
R and K M.
Las Animas, Colorado
I gave my boss and his family free tickets to Heaven Fest and I was actually surprised at how excited he was to have the tickets because he is not a Christian and had previously made comments about that he might come but he didn’t want anyone to try and convert him because he would only be there to have a fun day out in the sun. He is extremely opinionated and does NOT hand out compliments very often so when he came to me yesterday and said that upon arriving at the festival [he and his family were treated very well by all the volunteers and had several special requests fulfilled right off the bat.] He said, “I have a feeling I could have asked for anything and I would have been accommodated.”
He went on to talk for the next 20 minutes about how wonderful the festival was and how nice everyone was and that it was great he didn’t need to worry about anything happening to his kids like he would have to worry if he were somewhere else. He had a GREAT time and had nothing but good things to say!
I cannot express to you guys how grateful I am for the experience he and his family were able to have at HF because of you and when you try to set a Godly example and minister to a non-believer for 6 years, it is definitely a slightly frightening experience to bring them into a Christian event, hoping and praying that everyone represents Christ well. I just wanted to tell you that your teams were AWESOME and such a great example not only to the body of Christ but to a non-believer and I am so thankful that he came and was treated so well!
THANK-YOU for your work and your service and for your teams! I seriously am in awe and feel so grateful for you guys and all your volunteers, you and they have truly shown the love of Christ to my boss and to so many others and I can say with complete confidence that my boss would come back next year so thank-you!! -S
I loved everything about Heaven Fest 3.0, look forward to next year and wish there was no gap between the two. I am a little over one year old in the “Christian” faith…There are two main reason that HF3 was one of the greatest experiences of my life:
1. This was the first concert, or set of them, that I have been to where there was no alcohol involved. It delighted me in ways unimaginable to be around such happy, loving, caring, and sober people. I love everyone who helped to make the event possible and all who attended.
2. I loved the chance to go out and volunteer for a cause I truly believed in. The time I spent volunteering was almost more rewarding than the AMAZING music and overall experience of HF3… I just want to say THANK YOU so much for making all of this possible. Thank you all and God BLESS! -S.M.B.
On behalf of Petra, I’d like to thank you for bringing the guys to your wonderful festival! I’ve heard nothing but GOOD things about your fest, the setup and the treatment they received from your people.
I know it was pretty hot, but I’ve heard many comments by fans who were there – and they didn’t seem to mind too much, because they got to see “their band” once again.
Thank you for a great fest and the chance for Petra to reunite one more time. ~Sue (management company)
Would like to send you a story that will stay with me for a long time. At the 9 p.m. interactive service, the leader was asking everyone who was feeling burdened or weak to raise their hands. Then said if there were some who felt led to go pray over those people to do so, I was in prayer at the time, but looked up and saw these 3 teenage girls go over and pray for those with their hands up. I knew that was the spirit of God moving in a mighty way. Praise God for each person who gave of themselves to set up this wonderful event and to pray for their brothers and sisters. I thank God that we have the freedom in this country to praise God!! Thanks for letting me share that Luke and God bless you and your efforts. Donna
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At Heavenfest backstage of the Techno Dome, a few teenagers came to the back of the stage and wanted to talk a bit. In the course of the conversation DJ Josiah and another DJ were able to share Christ with them and they trusted Christ as their Savior. One rededicated and 2 trusted Christ as their Savior for the first time. We let them know it was important to tell someone what had happened. 2 of them ended up professing publically from the microphone in the Techno dome. = Jon Burgess
Camping was a cool new feature at this year’s Heaven Fest!
I was brought to tears and able to give a testimony to many about the FULL rainbow that “camped out” with us for like an hour on Friday eve!! I am sure you saw it too but I was so amazed by it and felt like God was sayin…”here I am, hangin out with ya’ll…this is my remembrance of my promise to you…I am here waiting for you.” I think the significance was how the entire rainbow was there for sooo long! It gives me chills just thinkin about it. I was curious if you had lots of others comment on it too?
Thanks for such an awesome production! Your staff and volunteers are pretty special to put in that much work to bring sooo many people to God. I will for sure help out again next year…count me in! God Bless you all! B. N.
From one of our HF Camping Leadership Team members:
I just wanted to share the story of one of our gracious campers that attended our blessed HF event . . .
As he was leaving on Sunday morning he jumped out of his truck and came over to me full of joy and
happiness and just beaming about what WE put together. He grabbed my hands and just started praying
for me – and for US that “put” this event together and volunteered to make it happen.
Upon the completion of his prayer, he began telling me that his nephew (only 21 years old) had passed
away and they were not yet sure of all the details. I was just speechless he was praying for ME and US when
he had just suffered a tragic family loss just hours before . . . But how blessed was I by his personal FAITH
and TRUST in our precious Lord even during his time of grief and his belief as he drove off was that ALL
things work for good through our precious Lord. My total WOW moment as I watched him drive out the exit.
How grateful I am that our event touched this man’s life and he was still able to leave that day filled with joy and happiness . . . OUR GOD IS GREAT!! Many blessings to you always!! ~Leann
Hey Luke, I am from kansas and came to the heavenfest and I am very appreciative of this production that you put on. I felt the spirit of God all over the whole place and it makes me tear up right now as I am typing this to you. I will try and make it appointment next year to stay over so I can walk right along side of you and [clean up afterwards]. Thank you so much for the awsome time that my family and I had. I want to be honest and let you know that I only paid one dollar per ticket for this show next year I hope to have a better work situation so I can give back to you. God bless you so much for allowing us to come and worship in colorado with you. Very well thought out good job to you and your staff. J. E.
I don’t know anything about photography, except that I love good photographs and especially when you are allowed to SEE something in a way you’d have neglected to look. I love the photos that arrest me, cause my heart to beat faster, make me shake my head in wonder. Uh-huh. I do. And Ellie does those. I have some of the BEST photos of my family members from her work.
So, she roamed around and took pictures at HF this summer. I wanted to share them and I have also included a few of the stories of Heaven Fest. People have emailed us and Facebooked us and shared a little of their hearts. There are hundreds of stories, these are exceprts from a few…
Some Photos from Heaven Fest www.heavenfest.com & some great stories, too!
Hello to the HF Team,
I’m sorry I had to work & was unable to hel and volunteerp. However, want to thank you for the whatever you can afford tickets. My wife got hurt on her job and has been out of work for about 7 months now. I have a 15 year old son who wouldn’t have been able to go if it were not for this. My gratitude and thanks go out to ALL of you for what you do. Hopefully, next year, we will be doing better and I will be able to give more. I truly appreciate it! Thanks Again!
B. E. (& son)
JESUS! JESUS! JESUS! The might name of Jesus was all my family heard all day!!!!
I got the Whatever You Can Afford tickets because I have been jobless for 1yr and 8mo and I am going through a bankruptcy.
My 5-year old son made a friend in the ticket line and they shared a bag of chips, as they talked about how they were both (black and white) formed from the dirt that they were walking in. Jesus!
…I prayed with a father that was reaffirming his belief in Christ and prepared to baptize his son. My children joined me at the table (under the shade) and asked what they were doing and I explained what was being done, why it was being done and how it was done. My youngest said, “Alright Mom… lets go… I know Jesus… He died on the cross for me and you and brother.” I look at my oldest son, and he looked back at me. I was a little hesitant because we didn’t have extra clothes or towels… we didn’t have anything. The hesitation subsided and I signed all three of us up. I told the volunteer that we had been through a lot in the last two years: homelessness, no employment, no money…And to the water we went… !!!! I REAFFIRMED MY BELIEF IN CHRIST THROUGH BAPTISM, I BAPTIZED MY OLDEST SON AND MY YOUNGEST SON!!!
After the plunge in the lake my children and I were truly grateful and call it an added benefit because we were soaked from head to toe and no longer hot. We were definitely comforted by the water and the wet clothes!
Thank you Heaven Fest!!!! Thank you Jesus!!!
This was my first year volunteering and I can truly say it was a blessing. Lifebridge Christian Church, leading up to Heavenfes,t had been preaching about 1 body 1 Christ and that is all I was thinking about on Saturday. It doesn’t matter what church you attend but to come together for one day as brothers and sisters of Christ and serve together and make Heavenfest a success was an unbelieveable experience I will never forget. God willing I will be there next year to help again. ~Ana
Thank God for your ministry and all the many people that worked so hard to make it happen. My wife and I were blessed beyond words to be able to volenteer to help with the prayer team. We live 150 miles away and had 23 from the church here in Yuma Colorado so we had limited ability to help. We were assigned to a team to pray in stations all around the campus for 4 hours. We took a couple of breaks to worship in the 24/7 worhsip and prayer tent. We finished with a half hour prayer in the tower. My wife is deathly afraid of heights and I was shocked that she would go up. It was the most wonderful day of prayer my wife and I ever experienced. I can not wait to come back and serve again. I was so amazed at the mulitiudes of servants that were willing to give their all so that God could minister to so many. A God work this awsome can not happen without prayer, great leadership and humble servents. Our part was so small compared to so many but It meant so much to our lives. D and L Smith
I decided to get my church, my youth group, and friends excited to go Heavenfest 2010. We all came out including two of my friends that really didn’t know about God one way or the other, but were excited to go to a massive concert with friends. We all had a great time… I convinced them to stay for the Sacred Assembly, and so we all settled down on the grass and waited for the sevice to begin. Not long into the service, both girls who didn’t know Jesus started crying and both looked and me and said “I didn’t know… I didn’t know that there was Someone out there that cared so much.” I smiled held them and said, well now you know. Both said afterward that for the first time they wanted to go to church, and they now understood why people got so ‘into’ worship services. They felt the power of Jesus. Thank you, thank you so much for this. I have tried for some time to get these girls to even want to talk about God, and in one night, they not only wanted to talk about God, they were believing in Him!” S.V.
heaven fest was awesome. at the hardcore stage…Chad Johnson of Come and Live (great guy get him for next year) asked us to raise our hands if we were dealing with depression so that we could be prayed over. i did this and found everyone around me had laid there hands on me and was praying for me. i had never felt this touched in my life i found myself weeping for joy. It ranks as one of the most life changing experiences of my life.
Hi everyone!
Just wanted to say what a blessing it was to serve at heavenfest!
I personally was the recipient of a miracle during heavenfest: I hadn’t felt well since the birth of my 6th child almost 2 years ago. I think that I have a calcium deficiency as a result of having a baby so late in life and I have a hernia, were my abdominal wall is weakened and tearing due to heavy lifting and childbirth . I had extreme weakness and pain in my joints and I was unable to lift or bend without experiencing a painfull tearing sensation in my stomach.
I felt exhausted and weak and had barely been able to function from day to day which had made me very irritable and hard to live with. When heavenfest contacted me and asked me to be a retail manager this year, I started praying for the strength to serve.
At the leadership meetings, which -by the way -were unlike any meeting I had ever attended, I felt the Lord strengthening my spirit and preparing me to be his hands and feet! I felt an energy welling up inside of me and a calming peace and confidence overwhelming me. During heavenfest I was completely pain free!!!! I carried heavy boxes, cases of water, and equipment up hills and painted and drilled signs in the hot sun and was on my feet for 19 hours and never felt stronger or more energetic!! I prayed for strangers and co-workers boldly and felt the presence of God all around us! I felt love toward all those I came into contact with and found myself praising and thanking God continually throughout the day. At about midnight I realized that I had been using my left arm all day without any pain!! God is so awesome and I know that he equipped me to serve him in a way and with a strength that was supernatural!!
“Not by might, not by power, but by my Spirit says the Lord Almighty” Zechariah 4:6
Annie Baker
I got healed at Heaven Fest last year in much the same way, Annie! Praising God with you! What an honor to serve alongside you.
How perfect is this for today?! God rocks!! Encouraging Word …For I am doing something in your own day, something you wouldn’t believe even ifsomeone told you about it. ~ Habakkuk 1:5, NLT
Here’s some thoughts for you! Thank you and God bless you! Another amazing year….
Three years of Heavenfest, and three years of being in the presence of God surrounded by thousands. This year was no different. I think our Lord marks this day on his calendar just as we do now. We bring them together for his glory, and it makes him glad. [boldened by Jeanie…love this!] I saw God baptizing people in the lake, I saw God dancing to techno music, I saw God pumping his fist to hard rock, I saw God beating on drums, strumming on guitars, and walking through the front gates holding peoples hands. I saw God smudging chalk with his fingertips, telling jokes and reading psalms. He sat beside me and whispered words into my ear as I prayed at the front gates for all those who passed through. God was everywhere.
The best moment for me was as we knelt with thousands listening to his word during the Sacred Assembly. As we stood at one point with our hands raised and eyes closed hand were placed upon one another in ~ The body of Christ was united. That feeling of having the hands of others on your shoulders was only surpassed when after, bowed down in the dust I felt God’s arms around me in the most gentle and purest of love. It was at that moment that we were asked to raise our eyes to heaven and smile. I did so with tears streaming down. When you seek him – he is there. When you are with him- you know his love. I have been so blessed over the years to only begin a relationship with my father I knew never was possible. Each year at Heavenfest I pray for that for others, and I have seen the seeds be planted in the fields each year. Yes the music makes us rock out, and sometimes cry, the people you meet are amazing, but the time with God surrounded by the body of Christ is like no other.
This event has changed our lives and continues to help us grow in faith each year. Both of my sons made their decision to be baptized after the time they spent with God at Heavenfest. (’08 and ‘09) We have all grown in our convictions and calling to bring others to know Christ. Prayers and promises made in these fields each year have brought our family closer, helped us to forgive each other, ourselves and others we know, reach out to others, and to be better children of God. We were on Holy Ground in Longmont this year. We will never know the extend of all the miracles that happened there that day- but there is no doubt that they happened. One happened to me. I felt God touch me- something that has only happened several times in my life- and because of it, I am humbly and joyfully one step closer to him.
In his Grace, Let’s share our miracles!!!!! Smiles and blessings~ Alison
*Thanks for letting my boys help with clean-up!…. Can’t wait to help next year!!!!!!!!
Photographer, Eric Gruneisen for Westword, took these at Heaven Fest and I loved what he captured this way. These are the people who came: real, everyday people. Some normal, some maybe not-so-much. Some came for just the music and fellowship and fun. Some came to make the Name of Jesus glorious.
I smile at some of these t-shirt sentiments because I love the truth and the creative ways they found to share it and I cringe at others because, though this is my “family” – the whole, big crazy bunch of Jesus followers from every possible denomination and set of values, some of those shirts just won’t play well to others, they won’t know the wearer’s personality or what, in life and experience, has made them choose the shirt they wear. Like any fam, there are some crazy opinions and thoughts out there. You get 30,000 people together and there is bound to be some hilarious differences along with the familial similarities. But they are mine – these people, part of the household of faith.
Love IS the movement
Heaven Fest: Mostly Jesus lover/followers and passionate crusaders. They are people who are willing to live their lives for something other than themselves. And they don’t mind letting you know what they think. And it is too bad that often Christians are the only ones people want to censor.
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